Blue_Demon62's Notes

Guess where I went To?

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 14:41:02 GMT

Zan, I was off to the Museum on Friday (took me a while to get the photo's) and saw the DR Who exhibition. LOL

All Righty

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 19:29:41 GMT

So, at the moment my mum is in hospital, went in yesterday - had a feeling she would have to go in, she was coughing reallly badly and she was compaining of chest pains, as well as the meds giving her a bad side effect of puking up. At the moment my dad and wee sister are visiting her in hospital; I think - they should be back by now though... Hmm, maybe they stopped off at the shops?

Anyway, in other news I have decided to do NaNoWriMo. Although unoffically. So I am not registered to be part of it; mainly because it scares me, and because I'd rather do it myself than be involved in part of a community.

So....

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 10:33:53 GMT

My plushie has arrived, I have to go to the Post Office and pay £12.95 charge for it. Not sure why though; must be due to it being exported. Oh well.

Mum has swine flu, so she's stuck in her room and the rest of us are taking some med's to make sure it hasn't spread to us.

I want to get out of my job, but am unable to because we are rather short of staff at the moment with Christmas coming up.

Aside form that, everything is fine!
Hello zan!

Hmmmm

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 05:42:51 GMT

Exciting subject title isn't it?

So, Blue Demon; BIscuit-chan and Gerbil. Gerbil, Blue Demon, Biscuit-chan. Only one is used for the internet, one is used for general usage and the other is basically what my sister (little) calls me; since she is a mouse, as ordained by her dream. LOL.

What else can I talk about? Since I haven't written anything on here for a bit.

Plushies!

I have another new plushie! Ulquiorra from Bleach is my plushie!

[IMG]http://i19.photobucket.com/albums/b197/Bluedemon62/41PBGHnR-XL_SS400_.jpg[/IMG]

Quick and Painless

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 20:39:39 GMT

I miss sound on this computer... I want to watch YouTube! *cries*

So, I have moved on from Naruto to Bleach, and have a wanting to nibble on Saiyuki again. Just need to check out some manga pages to see if there is any new chapters up from the Gaiden arc. And I am hoping that when that does become animated it will be bought buy the original English company that did Saiyuki, and not Saiyuki Reloaded; since the voice actors just did my nut in; Hawk-Eye? WT?!
I watched it, I wasn't amused, I watched it again, realised that I would probably kill someone, so I gave it away to a charity shop.
And plushies! I got my Suigetsu plushie all nice and made, he's happily sitting on my bed as I type, and I am also getting a Shinji (Bleach) plushie as well for my Christmas - the Shinji plushie is one my sisters are paying for. It's going to be awesome!

It's Been A Month

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 09:37:20 GMT

And rather than state what I have been up to (Which is basically not much) I am putting up a fanfiction, Naruto, obviously. Though am thinking of doing a Bleach fan fic at some point... But I need more info and to watch it on You Tube first.

Shades of Grey
PG13
SuigetsuxOC
Sasuke is looking for one more member to join him, and he knows who to go for.

The Hebi cell were now beginning to search for Itachi Uchiha, or at least that was what 3 members of the team had thought. After all, Sasuke had his four man cell of members from Orochimaru’s experiments, now he just needed to avenge his family.

Instead Karin, Juugo and Suigetsu were surprised when Sasuke lead them to an old, abandoned medical centre. As they walked in, Karin looked around in disgust; the walls were crumbling, the place hadn’t been cleaned in a good while, and who would, or could, live here?

“How can anyone want to work here?” The red haired girl said, eyeing the broken windows that looked ready to just break at any second.

“It’s not by choice dearie,” An old female voice said behind them.

They turned to look at her; and old woman, who probably should have been in a village surrounded by her grandchildren, and possible her great grandchildren by the looks of her, and telling them stories of what used to be; was standing there, hunched over and obviously not completely stable on her feet any more since she shuffled when she walked.

“An Uchiha… Not many left from what I heard,” She mumbled as she looked at Sasuke, cranking her neck up slightly to get a better look at the raven haired boy.

“Where is it?” Sasuke ignored the comment; no point in telling the old crone that he was the only one left… Not including Itachi; and the woman smiled slightly, showing her missing teeth, which was most of them.

“The last one…” She turned and shuffled away, gesturing with her wrinkled, bony hand for them to follow her.

“What’s with this old crone?” Karin asked Sasuke as they walked along; she didn’t lower her voice, assuming that the old crone wouldn’t be able to hear her.

“You are a rude young lady,” The old woman snapped at her, as fast as a snake turned her head round to glare at the red haired girl; “Thinking I can’t hear because I’m old?” The Old woman began to shake her head and mutter under her breath about the youth of today.

“But who is it?” Suigetsu asked, having enjoyed Karin being thoroughly put down, he wanted to know what the point of the visit to this place was. He didn’t like it, it just reminded him of being back in the lab, stuck in that tube for so long.

“An old Uchiha friend,” Sasuke told them, continuing to follow the crone.

“Why here?” Juugo asked, confused as to why a friend of the Uchiha clan would be in a crumbling medical hospital.

“Not out of choice,” Sasuke repeated the words of the old crone.

“What does that…?” Karin began, confused at how an ‘old friend’ would be in a medical hospital; but trailed off when they entered a laboratory.

In the centre of the room was a large tube; inside, elevated by chains on the wrists and neck, as well as her ankles was a young woman. The water kept her in an induced coma; which gently moved her dark purple hair about, her ivory skin was nearly covered in a black cat suit.

“An experiment,” Suigetsu said quietly, thinking how he had also been entrapped in a tube. The only difference was that he became water while in it and wasn’t changed up, or kept unconscious.

“Exactly, this place is falling apart; they have abandoned this place… Ever since he returned…” The old crone trailed off, she didn’t need to say any more; it was obvious that the hospital was falling apart and that the experiemtn had been left behind, the men who had run the place valued their own lives first and foremost.

“Why didn’t you free her?” Karin looked at the woman with an eyebrow raised, wondering why the old crone hadn’t free this girl before now.

“She’s been in there for some time, I have no idea how she will react. And what if she decided to go on a killing spree? No where would be safe,” The crone argued, gesturing to herself; meaning that she might not be alive if she had done it.

“That’s why we’re here?” Juugo looked to Sasuke, who had already drawn his sword and moved towards the glass tube.

“Back away now,” The old crone advised the three as Sasuke shattered the glass with his sword.

The water rushed out, and quickly soaked Sasuke as it poured out, but it came to a puddle at the other’s feet.

Now the girl was only suspended by the chains on her ankles and wrists; though her eyes remained closed.

The red haired girl looked surprised as she looked at the unconscious girl in the broken tube, “She’s… Not dead?” She narrowed her eyes, the chakra was there, but it was faint; it appeared to be growing; almost as though it had been repressed when she had been inside the tube.

“Let’s just get her out,” Suigetsu walked into the shattered tube, focusing on his arm to change strength to help Sasuke break the chains that kept her in the tube as Juugo came over to catch her. The tallest boy walked out of the broken tube and placed her on a table, backing away from her slowly; unsure whether she was actually alive or not, regardless of what Karin had said.

“She’s still breathing, just give her a moment,” The old crone told them but never took her eyes off the girl, noticing that she was slowly opening her eyes, and wincing at the brightness that she was unaccustomed to.

Blinking, she slowly sat up looked at them, confusion evident in her grey eyes as she tried to figure out what was going on and who were these three teenagers in front of her.

“Youki,” At the sound of her name, she turned and looked at the raven haired young man to her right.

Uchiha.She thought in her head, and noted the crone was behind the tall teen.

“I’m surprised you’re still here. I figured you would have left with the rest of them,” Youki looked at the crone, but knew that Sasuke wasn’t one to be ignored, so she ran a hand through her hair and sighed; “You’re after something,” She looked directly at Sasuke now, after quickly glancing at the members of his team.

“I want you to join us,” He stated bluntly.

“To?”

“Kill Itachi,”

“Uchiha’s always did have a funny way of dealing with things,” The old crone commented and shook her head.

Youki raised an eyebrow, but said nothing; but felt that the girl with red eyes watched them talk, glaring at her; though jealousy was rolling through her veins.

How does this girl know Sasuke?

The purpled haired girl looked once more at the crone; “Why did you stay?”

It was a reasonable question, after all everyone else who had worked there had left once they heard that someone could possibly be heading towards them, since they might have had information that was required.

“How could I leave?” She laughed, once more showing her lack of teeth; “Where would I go?”

Youki didn’t argue; it was true, where could she have gone? A village was unlikely to take an old woman in, especially someone like her.

Instead she slowly began to stand up; it had been so long since she had been let out, gravity felt very… odd to her now. It shouldn’t take her long to get used to it though.

“How do you feel?” Juugo asked her, cautiously watching her.

She studied him; blonde hair, well built and tall. What kind of ninja would he be?

“I’m all right,” She told him, allowing the dizziness to pass and getting used to the gravity as she finally stood up on her own two feet.

“The sooner you all leave the better,” The old crone advised them, keeping a close eye on Youki as she swayed slightly.

“Why?” Karin looked at the crone wearily, sure she had helped them, but what reason had she to stay in this crumbling place?

“The alarm was set off,” Youki replied for her; “There will probably be guard’s coming here to see what has happened,”

“We’ll deal with them,” Suigetsu told her and smirked; she noticed his shark like teeth, his violet eyes and pale skin; he was sure of himself and of his fighting abilities it would seem.

“You need them off,” The old crone gestured to the remnants of her chains.

Suigetsu raised an eyebrow, not understanding until Sasuke had pulled out his sword and freed her from the excess chains.

“You’re staying,” Youki looked at the woman as the team started to leave.

“You expect me to travel quickly? Go now,” She waved the five off, as if they were just annoying her; “I have spent my entire life here, I may as well die here,”

Before Youki could protest, the old crone created a jutsu and she was gone.

The group moved as quickly as they could; however Youki found that the silver haired Mist Nin required breaks to rehydrate. Which was annoying to some member’s of the cell; or more to the point the red haired girl called Karin; Youki found it rather useful after all she had been unconscious for some time in that tube, she need the extra breaks to get used to being able to move properly again.

It also didn’t escape her notice that Karin had instantly disliked her; although whether it was because she preferred to be the only female in the group or something else; Youki had no idea.

It was when they were having another break however that she had decided to ask the silver haired Mist Nin; Suigetsu; about Karin’s dislike to her. Since it appeared that the red haired girl didn’t appear to like him much either; although it appeared to be a mutual feeling. The two sat down near the river, so that they could refill there flasks as well; though Juugo and Karin had gone off to get fire wood, and Sasuke had gone to get some food.

“How can Karin just dislike people instantly?” Youki asked him; straight to the point, which surprised the Mist Nin.

Suigetsu grinned as he spoke; “She hates you. Since you’re a friend of Sasuke; she see’s you as competition for our leader,”

“We’re not friends,” Youki clarified; “Our families used each other for there own ends, that’s all,”

They became silent; but Suigetsu, as Youki was starting to learn, liked to have some conversation flowing.

“Why did they experiment on you?”

She looked at him, unsure how she should answer. However she could tell that he didn’t mean it to be a blunt and direct question, he just wasn’t tactful.

Suigetsu was giving up that question and was ready to start talking about something else when Youki finally answered;

“I’m just an average shinobi,”

He raised an eyebrow, interested. So she wasn’t like Sasuke, not part of a special bloodline, or even strong in any way that would make her unique.

“I was decent at what I did; not perfect like the Uchiha clan; but reasonable enough. However unlike the rest of my family or even the rest of my class; I had an…. Ability, I guess…” She looked over at the swordsman who looked intrigued; “I was able to get premonitions. I could easily force see certain things that were going to happen. At first I just ignored it; but over time the teachers began to notice…. They told my clan, who were happy enough, since it gave me an edge over those I fought.”

She paused to look at the Mist Nin, who looked interested in what she was saying;

“My family were interested in my… Ability to see the future, Niko was probably the only one who never harassed me about it,” She smiled slightly; “That was the old woman back at the hospital,”

Suigetsu was surprised; “Why didn’t she…”

“Old being one of them. I was surprised that she would even stay behind. After all I was unconscious, so not much use to her if something had happened,” Youki informed him; “The rest of my family kept testing me; they found that I was only able to foresee certain things, and that anything could change my vision. That’s why I was in there, they wanted to have someone who could foretell the future to them, and be all knowing about it. From what I can tell, nothing has changed; all their experiments were a waste of time,”

She became silent; thinking about all the experiments that she had been put through and wondering why her gift didn’t work directly for her own benefit.

“What about you?” She inquired; “How did you meet Sasuke?”

Suigetsu rubbed his neck; “Orochimaru experimented on me… So did Karin,” His eyes narrowed when he mentioned her name; “I’m just here ‘cause Sasuke set me lose,”

She nodded; her outfit had remained the same, the black cat suit was comfortable; though she did want to change as there were too many memories from it that she wanted to leave behind; though they were getting close to a village which Sasuke had said they would go to prepare for battle

She looked thoughtful, and he spoke; .

“You know, Juugo isn’t too bad, if his mood changes… Then Sasuke can deal with that. He’s just quiet,”

“All right,” Youki looked at him, smiling inside her head; he really liked to fill the silence; but she had been thinking about Juugo, how quiet he was and yet you got the impression that he should be rather… Aggressive.

“Karin – Don’t trust her,”

She nodded; “Don’t worry,”

“Don’t worry?” Juugo came towards them and began to fill up his own flask with water.

Suigetsu moved from where he was sitting to fill up his flasks as well, since he had finished them both as they had been sitting there.

“Where’s Karin?” Youki asked the blonde.

“Probably out stalking Sasu…” Before Suigetsu could finish a fist went through his head, causing water to fall all over as the Mist Nin managed to disengage the blow.

“You bastard!” Karin yelled pulling her fist back as Suigetsu’s head pulled it self back together.

“Bitc…”

“You’re upsetting Juugo,” Youki warned them, but her eyes never left the blonde haired man, who was slowly having the black ink of the curse mark over part of his skin.

Karin and Suigetsu tensed up; ready for a fight, if Sasuke didn’t arrive soon then they would have a lot of trouble on their hands.

“Kill…” Juugo said and half his face covered in the curse mark.

“Where’s Sasuke?” Suigetsu looked at Karin, who looked flustered.

“J... Just give me a minute,” Karin stuttered, focusing on the Uchiha’s chakra; “He won’t get here in time!”

“Great,” The swordsman was ready; the only problem was he wasn’t completely sure he could just hold off Juugo. Killing him yes, but holding him off?

“I want to kill…” Juugo had to look of blood lust in his eyes.

Youki stood in front of the blonde; much to Suigetsu’s surprise.

“You don’t know what you’re dealing with,” He tried to warn her.

Let her try… She can’t calm Juugo down, only Sasuke can… He’ll just kill her. Karin thought gleefully, but then she sensed something; “Sasuke is almost here!”

Juugo moved quickly, ready to punch the dark haired woman, who quickly ducked as Suigetsu blocked another blow with his sword.

“We’ll keep him busy then,” He stated as he parried Juugo’s attacks, and Youki managed to distract him with some fire attacks.

Juugo focused more on Suigetsu, seeing him as the biggest threat; and was ready to strike again when a male voice called out;

“Juugo,”

Suigetsu, Karin and Youki turned to the voice, to see Sasuke standing there and the blonde haired young man returned to normal, his curse mark receding back.

“We have everything?” Sasuke asked them, as if nothing had happened.

“Yea,” Karin answered, her affection toward the young Uchiha getting bigger after what he just did.

“Let’s go,” He told them, and began to walk away.

They continued to move on for a few more hours and finally reaching the village that they were after. It wasn’t pretty to look at; in fact everywhere looked the same.

“We’ll need to get supplies,” Sasuke told them; “Youki, you and Karin go and get some medical supplies; Juugo and Suigetsu can get some more food,”

They all nodded and moved away; Suigetsu and Juugo entered a market place, Juugo carefully examined the food on offer; they had to make sure the food would last for a fairly long time and wouldn’t go off quickly.

“You seem tense,” He stated as he picked up some food.

The Water Nin looked surprised, but grinned; “Heh, I don’t trust Karin,”

“Why would she have tried to fight me?” Juugo changed the subject, Suigetsu talking… or bitching rather about Karin wasn’t his idea of fun, in fact it would probably just make him go back to his rage mode.

“Distract you, until Sasuke arrived,” The Mist Nin corrected.

“She couldn’t have known that…”

“There’s a reason she’s with us,” The water Nin reminded him; “Not just because her family and Sasuke’s families were friends. She can see… Into the future,”

“See into the future?” The blonde repeated sounding sceptical.

“Yea, nothing that directly affects her,” He shrugged; “from what she said, but she probably saw Sasuke arriving in time,”

“You’re worried about her,” Juugo commented, noting how Suigetsu was a bit tenser when they talked about Youki.

“Tch, she’s better company than that red haired bitch…”

Juugo rolled his eyes; he knew better; or rather; he should have known better. However he wondered if Youki could predict that Suigetsu appeared to be a bit… Attached to her. Not that he was an expert, but if he was given a clue, surely being tense just because she was in the company of Karin was a big enough clue?

As the two males were talking, Karin was with Youki; glaring at the other girl.

She’s just an experiment, like Suigetsu. She thought to herself; Sasuke has better taste.

Youki could feel the other girl’s eyes on her, but she ignored them.

“How could you possibly know Sasuke?”

Now the dark haired seer looked over at Karin, and saw jealousy clearly in those red eyes.

“Our families used to work together,”

“And what’s your clan’s name?” Karin tried to sound casual; not realising that Youki had seen through her act already, that she wanted to know what her clan’s special jutsu was.

“Doesn’t matter,” Youki said to her, picking up the bandages they would probably need, and also looking at the medicine that could be required.

The two became quiet, Karin seething over Youki’s refusal to name her clan and she knew full well that Sasuke wouldn’t tell her it either; as he probably wouldn’t see the point in the rest of them knowing Youki’s clan’s name; after all they didn’t know Karin’s clans name.

I’m different; my village was wiped out… Karin thought to herself.

People stayed away from the two; not because they radiated evil, but because of the tension being so thick between them that people rather avoid them than be caught in any cross fire that may happen.

“You’ve automatically dislike me because of Sasuke,” Youki said suddenly.

It had been on her mind for a while, ever since Suigetsu told her in fact, and as they were out together she decided now was the best time to ask. This opportunity might not present itself again, and she knew that it would just annoy her later if she didn’t take this chance.

Karin looked at her in surprise; “So?”

“You also dislike Suigetsu and Juugo,” Youki pointed out; “Juugo scares you,”

“Huh, I’m here for my own reasons,” Karin snapped at her; “I don’t need experiments getting involved with my motivation of helping Sasuke out,”

The two had paid for their purchases and moved to where they would meet the rest of the team, at a local park. Juugo and Suigetsu were already there, with the Mist Nin drinking slowly from his flask.

Karin said nothing as she sat down on a bench; trying to act like she and Youki hadn’t argued before they met up with the two males.

“Saskue won’t be back yet,” Youki stated; “I’m going to find some other stuff,” She looked around and began to move away from the group, not seeing Karin glare at her back or Suigetsu smirking.

“Is she right?” Suigetsu asked Juugo, looking at the birds on the blonde man’s shoulder.

“He’s talking to someone, they won’t go close, because of the cats,” Juugo replied.

It wasn’t a straight answer; but it would do.

The seer wasn’t gone for long, she was back in five minutes; evidently she had noticed a clothes shop somewhere when she was with Karin. It was still black, cropped trousers with her ninja shoes; and t-shirt.

“He’ll be back soon,” She sat down next to the two males.

“Suigetsu told me you can see the future,” Juugo said.

Youki smiled and nodded; “Yea, and it can change rather quickly as well, it’s not exactly fool proof,”

She turned her head and saw Sasuke walking over to them, they all stood up; ready to leave. Putting her cloak back on, she placed the spare medicines into her pouch and they all followed the Uchiha out of the village.

How do I feel?

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 09:50:18 GMT

I am not sure. I found out today that a girl from my work has deleted me from her Facebook page. She has also accused me of 'bossing her about'; to which my manager had a talk to me about, but I honestly have no idea where she got the idea that I was bossing her about!!

It's rather upsetting that she text me after the nightout that we all had to say that I was comfy and that that she felt I was the onyl one she could actually talk to would betray me in such a way. It's incredibly hurtful and I have no idea why she's like this.
So hurtful that I am looking for other jobs, and in a climate like this it isn't that easy... But I'll make a go of it anyway.

One fanfic is another persons art

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 12:42:36 GMT

Finally, I have a fanfiction up. Naruto one. After my wee sister requested me to write it about her fave character Deidara 'art is a blast'. To which i told her that he is alot like her... They are both blonde and they love art. The slight difference is that she doesn't blow up her works of art, however that would be brilliantly funny if she did.

Iwagakure was a peaceful village; although there was a few crashes and explosions on the far side of the village; nearly all the resident’s knew what was going on. Those who didn’t know, well the one’s who did just told them it was best not to know; for their own health, as well as the rest of the village.

A boy, with long blonde hair that reached his shoulders and the fringe covered his right eye; however his visible eye was blue, and at that moment it was tinged with annoyance.

“So... That didn’t…” He muttered to himself; remaining focused on his creation, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t aware of what was going on around him, and he sensed that someone was behind him.

“I don’t like being disturbed H’suan,” He paused from his work and looked over his shoulder.

The girl had dark blonde hair, brown eyes and wearing dark blue cropped trousers, with a black vest top and the headband around her neck.

“An artist needs to eat,” She told him, holding out a bento box.

He looked weary, the whole village knew he was an artist, but that meant little to them. They used to disturb him all the time… Until one time he ended up accidently blowing up a dog. It was beautiful… An accident of course, but he found it looked so beautiful.

“Deidara, you know I’ve never disturbed you unless it’s for a good reason,” H’suan reminded him and smiled; “Having your lunch is a good reason, right?”

He remained silent. She was right; he needed to eat to create brilliant art.

Deidara had known H’suan back when they were going to take the Chounnin exams; they were in different cells, but what he heard about her sounded impressive. She could heal people; nothing special, the basic ways to heal and she had a brilliant jutsu over earth as well. He was hard to impress, he looked down on one of his teammates, and the other was on the same level as him in skill; but that didn’t mean he had to like or respect them.

They had both passed that year, became fully fledged ninja’s and ever since then their path’s crossed frequently; so much so that they did speak to each other about things that wasn’t about missions.

However lately Deidara was more recluse than usual; though he never missed his missions, his cell felt that they were a man short because Deidara never spent any time to train with them.

H’suan was the only one who continued to see him now; the other’s felt that he had made himself clear before.

So he took the bento box from her and nodded his thanks.

“How is it going?” She asked him.

He looked behind, narrowing his eyes at his work; he wasn’t getting far. He wanted to be further along, but nothing was happening. Although he knew what he had to do, a part of him just didn’t want to.

“I heard you had a mission,” Deidara changed the subject, not wanting to talk about his plans yet.

“Yea,” She smiled; “I now know why they call it the Village of the Bloody Mist,”

“That difficult, hmm,”

“It was good experience,” She added, and this time his blue eyes narrowed at her.

“What’s that meant to mean, hmm?”

“Deidara…” H’suan sighed; she knew this would have to come out sooner or later; “You’ve become distant with your cell, they think…”

“My art is more important than those fools, hmm. I don’t need them,”

“What would you do?”

“Leave,” He then began to eat.

“You’re kidding…” H’suan shook her head, unable to believe that he would actually leave them.

“It would mean that I could focus,”

“On you’re art? What about the village?” She could feel anger building up, but tried to keep her voice calm; Deidara being angry wouldn’t help this situation any more either.

“What about it?” He sounded bored.

“You’ll just abandon us?”

“They do nothing,” He told her with a shrug.

“But…”

“I would rather leave,” Deidara thought back to the incident with the dog; “Than be cast out,”

“Why would…”

“They would get rid of me, you know why,” He snapped; and she remained silent.

She couldn’t argue with that, since she had heard rumours that some villager’s wanted him gone. After all if he could blow up a dog by accident, what’s to say the next time wouldn’t be a person?

“When will you leave?”

“Probably in the few weeks,” He told her; part of him felt relieved, he dreaded to leave the village; but now that he had spoken to her about it, got it off his chest, he was willing to do it.

However H’suan just looked at him and he knew she could see through him. He needed to have a rough date of when he was going to leave; she knew him better than he had thought.

“You’ll leave,” She stated and he finished the rest of the food.

“At some point hmm?” Deidara said grudgingly, handing her back the bento box.

“You won’t just leave will you?”

“I could,”

“Deidara,” She moved quickly kissing his right cheek and then left without another word.

The blonde froze, not completely sure of what happened, how it happened or why.

What was H’suan up to?

“Urgh,” He shook his head and tried to get back to his art; focusing on anything but what just happened.

A week later, H’suan was on her way to see Deidara again; when she spotted a member of Deidara’s cell. Jet black hair, tanned skin; Hige looked like a typical ninja that spent a lot of time training in the sun. Though from what she had heard, Hige wasn’t a good one, Deidara had already said that Hige would die soon, either by an enemy or by his own hand. Of course, since Deidara had said it, it could have been a promise.

Watching Hige carefully, hoping he wasn’t on his way to annoy his team mate, she noticed an explosion; the sound quickly made him retrace his steps; and she hoped it wasn’t Deidara killing something else.

“I told you to leave me alone, hmm,” Deidara yelled as Hige ran off; “Bastard…” He then noticed H’suan; “Why are you here?”

“It’s been a week,” She pointed out, confident that he would blow her up.

“Right,”

“What was Hige up to?” She asked.

“Being an idiot,” The blonde murmured; “Wanting me to spar with him,” He wrinkled his nose in distaste.

“He’s part of your team,” H’suan reminded him.

“Hn,” He ignored that part; “I’ll be gone in a week,”

She looked at him in surprise; “That soon?”

“Yes, this could be the time for the world to embrace my art,”

“Where will you go?”

“Does it matter? I can be an assassin and also work on my art,” He told her.

“Always about your art,” She said, shaking her head.

“It’s all that matters,” He snapped at her; “I don’t need to be part of this village any more, hmm,”

It was always too easy to push his buttons, people could do it without meaning to; and that worried H’suan.

“So you’d leave and not…”

“Return. Exactly,” Deidara said; “These villagers have no idea what art really is,”

“You won’t miss anything?”

“No, nothing,” He said and remembered; “You’ll stay?”

H’suan shrugged; “I have no reason to leave. I’m fine as I am,”

He remained silent, moving towards her and then kissed her on the lips; she was surprised but rather than break off the kiss; she moved her hands to rest on his shoulders and deepened the kiss.

They parted and he smirked; “Well?”

“Won’t I get in the way?”

He never let her go, just taking in her scent; “You won’t get in my way,”

“I know you think that… But just the two of us... ” H’suan would have continued but there was a loud commotion nearby.

They both ran towards the noise and saw two of the guards on the ground, dead. The intruder was a male, wearing a black cloak with red clouds; his skin was pale and his hair was ink black. The way he moved was smooth, almost snake like.

“Who are you?!” H’suan demanded to know, tense, ready for his to strike; with Deidara at her side ready with his clay.

The intruder smirked; “You two are nothing…”

“We’re not to be taken lightly,” Deidara corrected him.

“You’re not what we’re after,”

“You think we’d let you waltz off?” H’suan said angrily.

“Heh, you two think you can take me on?”

Deidara said nothing; instead he made his jutsu and threw his bombs at the man.

H’suan noticed the head band, from the Leaf village, although it had been damaged… A ronin. She moved to fight him close up; since Deidara preferred to fight further away for his bombs; but this ninja evaded all her attacks.

“You’re too weak kids,” He sneered.

Deidara glared, and H’suan tried to stab him with her kunai but he moved too quickly and punched her to the ground.

Noting that he moved away from H’suan Deidara threw small bombs at the man and she quickly move to be next to him.

“This… Will be an explosive work of art!” He yelled and threw the bomb at the snake like man.

As it went off and the smoke cleared, they noticed that the man was still standing.

“Hahaha! Parlour tricks,”

“My art is not to be taken lightly,” Deidara snarled, taking some more clay and H’suan moved to distract the man from the next attack.

“Humph, you rock ninja’s… You’re certainly dull…”

H’suan had no idea how it happened, his hand grabbed her by the neck, choking her before he threw he away.

“And yet you are ninja,”

“You’re getting on my last nerve…” Deidara was ready with his explosives.

“Oh, do you think I was done with her?” He grabbed H’suan before she had time to recover; “Now, as a shinobi you should sacrifice your friend here to defeat the enemy…” The man’s tongue came out and licked her cheek; “But I think…”

Before he could say anything more, H’suan had stabbed him then punched him before moving away.

“A bit fine,” Deidara commented drily.

“Shut up,”

“Heh, I think this will finish you off, hmm?”

The snake like man glared at them; “Me? Ha, I won’t die… In fact…”

Once again he moved quickly, throwing Deidara off guard and appeared to rush passed H’suan; retreating out of the village.

“Who was that?” Deidara wondered and hear a small moan.

Looking at H’suan he noticed her hands on her chest, blood thickly covered her hands.

“That…” He sat her down on the ground, adding his hand onto her’s to try and stop the bleeding. Out of the corner of his eyes he saw two children; “Go get help!”

Once he snapped at them the two ran away; he hoped they would go to the hospital.

“He was… fast,” H’suan commented, getting paler by the moment.

“You need to shut up,” He told her, sounding harsh.

“He was right… We couldn’t beat him,” She began to cough.

He sat her up right, noticing that she was coughing up more blood; “I told you to…”

“We’re not strong enough… He’s a ronin...”

“H’suan,”

“Hum..? It’s rather, light isn’t it?” She asked, but Deidara had noticed that the sun was now going down.

“H’suan, don’t,”

“It’s okay… I want to…” She felt her eyelids getting heavy, her head felt light; she wanted to escape; “You know… I think you’ll be a famous artist,”

“Don’t! You can’t just…” He began to plead, knowing what was going to happen, and not wanting it to; hoping it wouldn’t happen.

“I’ll get in your way… You’ll still…”

“Stay,” He whispered; if she wanted to stay, then so would he.

“You need to move…. Find inspiration… You’d hate me if you were trapped,” He voice was getting lower; and yet he heard every word.

“But you’ll be here…”

“Shinobi take risks,” Her eyes became unfocused; “To die in battle…”

“That…”

“It’s okay; I want you to go Deidara,”

He remained silent, just continued to watch as her life began to leave; her breathing was laboured…. After a while he suddenly realised that her blood was congealed; her eyes were glazed over.

Looking at the body, he knew it was just a shell. It was no longer H’suan; she was inside him, in his memories.

Slowly he stood up as he heard the help arriving; knowing that they were too late to do anything; but didn’t say a word.

He moved away from them and back to his home, quickly washing his blood covered hands remembering what she said; ‘find inspiration’. He would do that for her. But he also wanted revenge; however he needed to leave. Get more from his art; learn more about this snake man and knowing that H’suan would be there to help guide him.

Bored

Tue, 23 Jun 2009 23:31:24 GMT

-Spell your name with band names or artists:
M use
O rsan
R ush
V an Halian

LAYER TWO:
-- Name: Morv
-- Birth date: 30 September 1984
-- Nickname: Morv, BD, Blue
-- Eye Color: Green
-- Hair Color: Growing out stage, red and roots are ash blonde.

LAYER THREE:
-- The shoes you wore today: Black Sketchers
-- Your perfect pizza: Meat Feast with BBQ sauce.

LAYER FOUR:
-- My eyes: Green, though someone said they look blue with a certain eyeshadow.
-- Your bedtime: Whenever, so long as I can get up in the morning.
-- Most missed memory: N/A

LAYER FIVE:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi Max; dislike Coke, not for taste but buisiness reasons
-- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King, the meat is nice, and the chips.
-- Adidas or Nike: Sketchers, so neither.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Pass
-- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate, 1 massage bar in the shop is always good for a chocolate fix.
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Hot chocolate please?

LAYER SIX:
-- Smoke: Nope.
-- Sing: Rarely, if ever.
-- Take a shower everyday: Yup
-- Want to go to college: Been and done.
-- Want to get married: Nah, too much kerfuffle
-- Get motion sickness: Not really.
-- Think you're a health freak: LOL! Nope.
-- Get along with your parents: Meh.
-- Play an instrument: Hell no. Can't play to save myself.

LAYER SEVEN:
In the past 2 months...
-- Gone to the mall: Every two weeks
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Nope, they are all right, but not to that extent.
-- Eaten Sushi: Nope.
-- Been on stage: When I was a runt.
-- Gone skating: Bad balance, so be a bad idea.
-- Made homemade cookies: Wanted to. But it was a bank holiday.
-- Stolen anything: Er.. No?

LAYER EIGHT:
Have you ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yes.
-- Been called a tease: Nope.
-- Been beaten up: Nah, I used to scratch peoples faces instead.

LAYER NINE:
-- Age you hope to be married: Never.
-- Number of Children you want: Um, no?

LAYER TEN
In the opposite sex..
-- Best eye color?: Surely that is the last thing someone will care about? The world will end if the Soul Mate doesn't have blue eyes with hazel specks!
-- Best hair color?: Doesn't matter.
-- Short hair or long hair?: It will either be the same lenght as mine, or longer.
-- Most liked about the opposite sex?: Personality.

LAYER ELEVEN:
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 2
-- Number of cds you own: 50
-- Number of tattoos: None.

A weird Questionaire type thing

Thu, 18 Jun 2009 15:42:39 GMT

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS: HOW DID YOU GET IT?
My hand, had a mole removed.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
A lot of books...

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
Snore.

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Rock, pop-rock, heavy rock, punk-rock; can also survive with James Blunt type songs... Although I may want to cut someones leg off...

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Yup!

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Pringles Rice Infusion.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Nothing.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
Quilt. I got him when I was born, and I still have him.

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
No idea.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Not really. Probably if I think about it too much.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
Not really.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Probably my boss... Long story.

13. WHAT ARE YOUR INITIALS?
MLM

14. LIKE MUSIC?
I would worry if someone didn't.

15. MOST LISTENED TO BAND?
Most likely My Chemical Romance... However Matchbox 20 is climbing up there.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Full fat coke, which isn't an energy drink...

17. FAVOURITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Meat Feast. Not a definitive topping, but I like it all.

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Food?

19. ??
?

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
Um.. no? Why? That's what cows were made for, to save the Goldfish.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
A necklace that my Grampa gave me, had a Jade frog on the pendant.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
Nope. LOL!

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
No... We thought my wee sister was though.

24. FAVOURITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Don't have one. So long as they are comfy and not uber expensive.

25. WHERE THE FUCK DID 25 GO?
No where.

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET?
I have an imaginary Tobi Mouse.

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
See above

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I don't think you can stop yourself from falling for someone even if they are leaving; however you might not share your feeling swith that person because it could make the who goodbye a lot harder than it needs to be.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Ask them for their limbs when they kick the bucket.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
13

31. BLONDS OR BRUNETTES?
Blondes. Funky colours take better.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN?
I text my sister most often, although Blondie is pretty close.

Wolverine!

Sat, 02 May 2009 23:20:34 GMT

Just been to the cinema to see X-Men Origins: Wolverine. It was a reasonably good movie; not brilliant, but I got to drool over Hugh Jackman so it was a good £7.10 well spent I found. ;)

So, I found it rather good; as I said, but the problem was the story line just wasn't on par with the comic, which was slightly annoying. Weapon X was after Wolverine got his skeleton modified, if I am remembering correctly, and Creed doesn't appear to remember his past either, or he would most certainly have taunted Wolverine with it by now.

And Emma Frost was in it! Why? And Gambit! He's such a popular character you'd have to have in for longer!

I guess to me the movie is like watching Dragonball Z Evolution.

Whoop Whoop

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 20:20:44 GMT

Have got my cosplay outfit! Am quiet chuffed with it; obviously it needs to be taken in a bit and up a bit too; since it is a man size. LOL. The cloak is epic, it's the best part of the outfit; plus it has a hood! Woohoo!

I was excited just because of that.

I have also gotten back into writting, my little sister gave me two challenges; not both at the same time, obivously, one after the other. So one was about Deidara and OC (Naruto I'm talking about here ;) ). and the other was about two witches, Itachi Uchiha and Kisame (again Naruto); I have to say I prefered the latter one, just because there was a mouse involved and we have endded up with a few private jokes because of it. I have no reviews on either, but if my sister enjoys them I guess that's all that matters right?
Am also now typing out my 'longer' fic to do with Suigetsu and OC. I can't seem to do normal fics unless I use OC's first. A bit of a weirdo is me.

Anyway, I saw the new Dr Who ep today. Who knew you can be excited about a bus? Am looking forward to the next 3 specials now. And I will mis David Tennant when he's gone, but I do wonder what the new kid will bring to the table; thus far the Dr (At least these two Dr's) have been quirky, eccentric (Eccleson) and funny (Tennant); so what will this young pup bring?

*Ponders*

Clocks Have Gone... Back

Sun, 29 Mar 2009 09:25:36 GMT

Who came up with this idea of putting the clocks back or forward? My body clock has been broke for the past week because it was all prepared for the clocks going forward. The weird thing was I was up for most of last night on the computer; for no real reason... Internet is a good thing. And I saw myself lossing an hour! An hour has gone off, not to return until October time... Roughly.

Have also started to write a fan fic from Naruto; and yes it has an OC; I never seem to be able to do fan fics with out writing an OC fic first; and they don't always end up posted on the 'net either; but this one might... Maybe... It i can make it good enough.

And also have found a cosplay outfit! www.cosplaymagic.com/natetahasuho.htmlA Suigetsu outfit; $138 so it comes to about £98 in exchange rates. So I should be buying that in the next... two weeks; luckly my pay cheque this month was pretty good, so i can just go and spend a bit more than usual.

Shopping is Good.

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 15:54:20 GMT

Yes I did some 'retail therapy'. Luckly I didn't spend a fortune; I didn't buy anything I actually needed either - unless you count 3 pairs of over the knee socks for my Dr Matrin-like boots; then that would be needed.

Also got a Naruto Databook 3; all in Japanese kanji so I have no idea what it says, but the pictures are good and I have found a forum that has a lot of people managing to figure out what it says. Didn't need it, but wanted it; it was winking at me all week.

I actually got my wee sister onto the bus as well; it was rather funny; she doesn't have a semi-balance for standing in the bus to walk towards the bus door....
And we went to 'China Town'; which isn't a town more like a shop; it should be a shopping complex, but a lot of the units were empty... Anyway, she got some Strawberry Pokey; not bad but chocolate does rule the roost.

And that was it... Well, no I got a pick n' mix as well. Sugary goodiness; what can I say? LOL!

Been A Bit Long

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 12:09:12 GMT

Might as well put some updates going on in my colourful yet not overly exciting life.

Um... Lush is opening up a spa; and I was going to send in my CV - all right, I have sent in my CV; but I got an email a week ago telling me that I should send my CV and it gave me some info about training ect; it sounds rather good, get facial and hot stone training, the down side is you'll be in Poole, Dorest for 2 months sharing a flat with other therapists who are training up for other post's in the country (must note, there are another 2 spa's opening up). We'll get paid for training, we'll have a food budget and the flat will be provided for - think we will still have to pay rent and bills. It's good, but I don't want to be uprooted from my home - okay I still live at home, but it's very nice and I pay rent too. Especially if it's two months.

Two month's is just 8 weeks, but it could be a long two month's, especially if I start to feel miserble around these people and just go back to the way I was before; which would be rather easy when you think about it, it's a lot hard to think semi-positively than it is to think negatively.
It will also be conntect to the big shop in Glasgow; which in part is fine; but since I would have to see some people who I used to work with and who have started up a bizzare lie about me, I would like to avoid them.

*sigh*

All right in other happy stuff; I've gotten back into Naruto; this is what happens when you read volume 40 and see a character that looks similar to Viral. LOL! By that I do mean the teeth and the light coloured hair/eyes; not the paws.

Hopefully Gurren Lagann will be coming out on DVD over here in the next few month's as well; I have managed to stop myself from watching it on You Tube; because I prefer to watch the DVD. ;)

New Year

Sat, 03 Jan 2009 18:00:44 GMT

And I have done some odd things... I manages to create a couple of sigs....

Evidently I had a little bit of help with them...

But then I also made some avatars as well.

I am seeing a pattern in my avatars.... LOL. And those are just a handful... I have more Gargoyles avatars....

Time for a change... Let's try a Viral (Gurren Lagann) avatar.

Hum, there not too bad. Evidently I can't really write any witty things on them; because a) I am about as witty as a pineapple and 2) I always pick the wrong colour. White or black are the two best colours to go for...

And if anyone is going to use them, please just let them know that BD made them.

I'll try to make some more other anime avatars rather than just Gargoyle one's.... It's a bit distressing that....

This Is... Interesting

Sat, 20 Dec 2008 15:02:03 GMT

5 day's till Christmas and I really don't feel festive. There doesn't seem to be any of the magic that there was so many years ago.

Turns out there isn't much point in celebrating it this year. My Gran has passed away today. And I am in no way, shape or form upset by it at all. Which is just as bad I guess. But I just feel... Relief? Maybe, my shoulder's feel lighter than they did before; been four years since I've seen her and I have no regrets about it at all. I anything I am glad she is gone - which is defeating the whole point of Christmas to wish good will to all men; but part of me - and I get it from my mother - just refuses to forgive what she did all those years ago. To me that was unforgivable.
Been and gone though... Is there any point in bringing it up again? Probably not.

It makes me wonder if anyone is really happy with there own grandparent's; or grannies.

Fake Money

Sat, 13 Dec 2008 00:25:59 GMT

Bit of drama yesterday; a lady was buying some gifts for her daughter and mum; her partner then brought out a £20 note; I check it and informed them it was a fake and that they would be able to get it sorted at there bank. They were fine with it and the lady paid with her card.
Half an hour later we get a call from the lady's mum telling us her daughter felt humiliated for not taking the cash and that they went to a bank that was on the other side of the city and the bank manager told them it was real.
What weirdos! My boss had me retell everything that I check on the note and called the woman back.
It made no sense to me why would they be fine with it in the shop, and then phone up her mum to complain about it and get it all checked out at the bank? And how do you manage to get to a bank within half an hour? Especially since it was on the west side of the city which is always busy, never mind at Christmas!
So that distressed me yesterday. :( It also made me wonder about people in general... They all seemed so bad... You fall over in the bus and whack your head against the floor it take people an age to see if you are okay, but why is that? Exactly why are people so... Mean? Cold hearted? Selfish?

Maybe I just don't get people.

24 weeks....

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 15:31:17 GMT

Who's missed me?! LOL!
I never managed to get on, due to my sheer laziness. Which has been pretty bad. Not much going on here either. Baked some cinammon scones... And became addicted to them... Um, have joined something called Ponystars, as weird website all about creating your own ponies...
Work has been fine, quiet really, but Christmas is coming and we have all our new products in... Got a gorgeous bubble bar called Gold Star; it's so nice... I want to buy a whole box of these, that's how much I love them.
I got myself a hat; which is exciting to me since I never wear hats.... A purple, violet and a wee bit of pink... quiet nice and my ears are protected from the cold.
Saw Lee Evan's a week ago; it was pretty good; not so good that the whole traffic thing to get into the SECC had people arriving late; but it was a good laugh and he was on for 3 hours.

As for my writing, well I started a story, got all my character information done (to an extent) and I have written 2 chapters in the past so many weeks..... I guess I am just not sure where the story is heading, have no idea how it will end and I doubt I would finish it. Might be best to stick to short stories instead....
Anyway, am off...

Hello

Tue, 20 May 2008 19:39:21 GMT

Kinda ran away for a couple of month's. Back now. Not for good... But a spell.
Nothing exciting going on around here. Am thinking of getting a bunny, male preferrably. Just have to get the parents to agree to one first... Might be hard...

Plushies

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 22:34:35 GMT

Click above to see them. I got Itachi, that's the one on the far left, looking like a mouse.. Only cost me £14.99 which isn't bad, considering that Sasake (the blue one) and Kakashi (beige coloured one with blue covering half his face) were £24.99 and £22.99; but it does make me wonder why the price difference? Especially with Itachi being £10 cheaper than Sasake. Weird stuff...

Ah.. Damn

Thu, 28 Feb 2008 22:54:17 GMT

Was doing a bit of a clear out of my wardrobe yesterday, I have 17 hand knitted scarfs; and am in the process of knitting 2 more.... Which means I will need to sell them. Of course i figured that last night and have photographed them all, done a few close ups on one's I have called 'Oddities', since they have one side pearl stitched and then suddenly it's back to normal stitch.
I'll need to figure out a price range too, though I might add the postage and packing in with the price.. Or should I just make it seperate? The majority of them aren't overly long.... Am trying to figure out if I should make them cheaper... Obviously I wouldn't have them over £10 for the short one's; the longer one's I might do though, just because of the wool type.
I know I have taken photo's of some of them before (and they are up here somewhere), but I've redone it so that they are all together. Plus I have measured them all too. Lengh and width!

Also I need to get rid of some of my Lush Stash... Sad as it is, some of the stuff I won't use. I have a full bottle of Chai shower gel (500g) which I have use, about an inch and a half; might put it up on the Lush forum and see what people think it's worth. Considering I bought it for... £12? I could make it.... £10? for it being used a wee bitty?
I'll need to raid all my stash to see what else I have, i know I am in no way shape or form getting rid of Snow Fairy or my one bottle of Happy for Sad.

I might also see what books and manga I can get rid of too, maybe some DVD's too, since I need to make space for other's. Probably Chrono's Crusade can go, and //Hack Sign..... More Clear outs are needed.... Plus if I get money for it...

Scotlands Anime Convention!

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 07:26:28 GMT

Yay! I've just registered for the full weekend. Dead exciting. Just need to figure out who I am going to cosplay as. I'm thinking Athrun from Gundam Seed Destiny; when he's Cagalli's body guard. I'd just need to find a dark blue wig... £40 for a 3 day ticket, so it should be brilliant. I'll put that done as my holidays.... I might just stay at the Holiday Inn (It's at Glasgow Airport, Holiday Inn), just to make life easier for me.
Just need to save up a lot of money for the whole shindig...

I got Chatted up!

Mon, 11 Feb 2008 11:21:46 GMT

Okay, that might be wrong. But at work yesterday I was talking to a customer, and he asked for my number! It was so sweet... Shame I got a bit clueless and told him I didn't know what my number was, then suggested email, of which he told me he didn't have one because he doesn't like to work on computers. Fair enough, only afterwards I realised that I could have asked for his number!
Though he did say he would come back next weekend.... He also bought two bars of soap that I recommended.... Most likely by today he's forgotten about it... Hohum.

Evening!

Sat, 02 Feb 2008 19:37:33 GMT

Just been out to lunch with a couple of girlfriends. Pretty nice time at TGI Friday.
Basically due to one of the girls that we hung around with being fired last week. No one really knew why, though the girl had been told by our trainee manager that she wasn't selling very well before Christmas. Now it turns out that although she tried it wasn't enough and she was fired. It's a load of bollocks. Sorry, but that it's right to fire someone without giving them the proper warnings. Verbal warnings are first, then come the written warnings - it should also be noted that it usually has to be a couple of either verbal or written warnings before the person can be fired. If it was for something else, like stealing cash from the shop then fine. But no one has. The whole thing has kinda hit the rest of us, because she had been part of the shop for 7 months now; plus we have learned that another shop had fired a Christmas Temp; for 'not getting along' with out staff members. From what I heard from a member of staff at that shop, that's untrue, the guy was a good sales man, he knew more about the products than a lot of the regular staff put together. Something is going on, since it's only started to happen since the Managers meeting.
Not that it really matters, at the end of the day the enviroment that we're working in now sucks.
Morale for the staff is at an all time low in our shop; no amount of quizes that our manager's give us are going to make us feel more up beat. Normally I enjoy giving out hand massages to the staff; just to keep myself entetained and they can chill; but now I feel like I shouldn't be doing it....
The morale being this low, I don't want to travel to work any more... I have over 3 hours of traveling time a day for work - it's insane, but before I was really happy with my work... Now I'm not. It's been an experience, but it's not worth it. Our shop got into the top 15 stores in the UK, which is impressive considering what our store is like normally, but we haven't got anything from our managers. We've also learned that one of our trainee manager's is applying for somewhere else, and I can't blame her, the two that were already there aren't treating her as a manager, it's more like she is a member of staff... but she treats us, the staff like equals. Which is how the shop is meant to be; there is never ment to be any big voids between us (sales asisstants) and them (managers, trainee managers).

In other news, I've decided that i am going to make myself a cloak - god knows how long it will take me to make, but I'll see how it goes.
I've also decided that I really need to get my tattoo done at some point. a girl I know is making a sketch of some pictures that I gave her....